Moments in Motherhood

The last couple days, Rosemary has been fighting tiredness and nap time. Seeing her struggle again to fall asleep, I picked her up from her crib and held her close to help her along. And as I did, I looked at Rosemary’s sweet, little face as she nestled into me and thought, how wonderful it is that I can be a place of safety and comfort for her, and at the same time, how I would love to be held by my own mom again… to feel her hugs and hold her close.

My mom went home to Jesus when I was 14 years old, so I can’t ask her about some of those early days and moments in motherhood or how she was with me as a baby (though some pictures tell a story); but I do remember as a little girl, her regularly coming into my room in the morning to snuggle. I always loved those moments with her. They have stayed with me all my life.

Those are the moments I want to give to Rosemary.

The years go by so quickly and soon our most cherished moments become memories. So in those moments when she needs a little help from Mom, when she’s wanting that comfort and security, I’ll be there. I will give her the extra hugs and snuggles. I will let her know that I’m here and that I love her. That nap time dozing can still be made a little easier with Mom here to help.

As much as I may want to make the most of nap time, I also don’t want to miss what can be in this season where she wants me close and needs me to help her settle down. These are the moments I could imagine when we were believing God for a child. Moments of love and togetherness, and often times, sacrifice. Of being able to give what I received. What an incredible privilege to be in this place, to hold her close and to simply be… Rosemary’s mom.

Never underestimate your role as Mom. Only you can be that person to your children. It is a God-given responsibility and privilege. An opportunity for love and sacrifice and blessing. And in those moments of giving, there is incredible reward. Your children will feel it, and it will make all the difference in their days and development.